Assalamualaikum and hi guys. I'm sure nobody gonna read this thats why I choose to write about you here. Awak, its been three years. Tiga tahun awak tinggal saya. Sebab apa? Sebab awak tuduh saya curang. Sedangkan its all misunderstood only. You left me and yes the next day you begged for my forgiveness. You wanted things will be like before. Tapi saya taknak. Sebab awak dah buang saya macam tu je, awak tuduh saya macam macam. Tuduh saya benda yg saya tak buat. Okay awak. Saya pun dah give up dengan awak at that time. Tapi, takde sape tahu yg sebenarnya sampai sekarang saya stil tunggu awak, and I still love you. Kita dah lost contact after that. We blocked each other in social media. You know how hard I'd tried to find you back? Saya selalu google nama awak. And then keluar blog girlfriend awak. Saya baca semuanya.. ya allah. Bahagianya awak. Sedangkan saya? Still kat sini ingatkan awak. Awak mesti dah lupa saya kan? Lepastu, dengar cerita dah break up. I'm sorry for you guys. But then awak dengan girlfriend baru pula. Oh wow. As I expected, you guys were so happy back than. At last break jugak. Hmm, saya tahu semua ni through google je. Till one day, saya unblock facebook awak. Saya add awak and you approved me! Only God knows how happy I was. Right after, awak hantar chat dekat facebook. You asked for my wechat id, and we continued chatting there. Ya, doa saya termakbul. Doa saya nak awak kembali dalam hidup saya dah termakbul. Tapi saya dahpun ada boyfriend. Which looks exactly like you. Memang saya tak boleh move on. I admit it. Even boyfriend saya yg sekarang ni pun really looks like you. Its gonna be ever harder to forget you. And then, kita keluar makan. Sebab saya nak kenal awak balik. Dulu saya tak sempat pun kenal awak. At that time, saya rasa awak dah banyak berubah. Iye lah from 17 till 20 already right. Seksa sangat. Seksa rasanya, awak, yg saya harapkan dah ada right beside me. But its fuckin hurt because youre not mine. Youre not mine. Satu je yg tak berubah pasal awak, your stares. Dulu pun saya selalu marah bila awak pandang saya lama2. Sampai sekarang your stares is still the same. I miss it. Dah tiga tahun saya rindukan mata cantik awak tu. But everything has changed. Kita dah tak macam dulu. Tapi I still thanked to Allah sebab hadirkan awak semula dalam hidup saya even keadaan dah tak seindah dulu. I miss you and I still love you like no words could explain.